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I'm having one of my rare moments... you know the ones... where all I want to do is run through the rain, dancing and singing in the streets... I blame you Owl City.
lol.
GAH! I feel... happy for some crazy reason... could it have anything to do with the fact that I had a fabulous day with Daysi? Or could it be that i didnt have to deal with my crazy father for two whole days? Hm.... the world may never know... XP
Right now though I am seriously in need of sleep.
So goodbye world. Until tomorrow.
 
 
 
 
 
 
So. At the moment I cannot find my zune. This upsets me greatly because I just spent an hour and a half fixing it last week. So I'm trying to distract myself by listening to music on the comp and writing this journal entry. Yey me. Not.


On the brighter side of life, my younger brother was awesome and bought me a class of '09 t-shirt today. =]
I also got to spend a couple hours with my mom, Heather, Shelly, Emily, and baby =] Mya today. It was fun.

Anywho, everything is good.    Lets be serious.

I need a job. Badly. Thing is, I can't seem to get one.

Why?

I dunno.

But the sooner I get a job, the sooner I can save money so that I can go to Arizona. =]

I'm sure you can understand why I would rather do that sooner than later.

But in the meantime I have had a boring summer full of drama.
I don't enjoy drama... Unless it's a dramtic comedy... =D

lol.

Ambur's phone
 broke so I have no way to text her to ask her if she's going to watch the new Secret Life of an American Teenager tonight... =[

I'm very excited to see if Ricky actually ask's Amy if they could have a real relationship! =]
...It would make me sooo happy if they could!...


Anyway, my dad is home now so I'm gonna ask him if he knows where my zune is...


I asked, and he did!

Yey! I have my zune now and I'm happy, so....
BYE!
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
I know he's not real,
And if I blink he'll go away forever.
So here I stand,
Staring at him.
Keeping him here and making him real.
Tears spill from my eyes because I know
I'll have to blink sometime,
And he'll be gone.
And I'll never get him back.
Because he's not real.
His eyes are pure gold,
Warm and alive.
But still he's not real,
And I need to blink.
Because I am real.
But when he smiles he comes alive,
And I begin to wonder,
Maybe I'm not real.
Maybe we're both unreal and we can stay forever,
Here.
But it's not the truth.
I have to blink,
And the reality hurts.
But I don't think he'll leave,
He'll still be here,
Waiting for me,
To come back.


And I blink.
And I'm gone.
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
How can people throw away friendships? Like they never meant anything at all...
It happens all the time.

You make a new friend, you both swear to be best friends forever.
After awhile it starts to feel like they're the only person you can talk to.
Everything is awesome.

Then.Someone.Breaks.Their.Promise.

There are many ways this could happen.
-Boyfriend/Girlfriend comes into the picture= no time for best friend stuff.
-Moves away and makes new BFF. (Most common)

OR

You suddenly find yourself sitting ALONE at lunch and wondering WHERE your BFF could possibly be.
You wait.
And wait.
And wait....

Finally you search.

And there you find her all grinning and happy, sitting with a rather large group of people who strongly dislike you.

Hmmmmm...

You let it slide this once, telling yourself that even though she's sitting with people that don't like you, it doesn't mean she doesn't like you.

And you go with that.

Until the rumors start.

Until the phone calls stop.

Until she throws away every piece of evidence that you were ever even friends.

.......................................................................................................................................................................................

Do you know what to do after that?

You move on.

You pick up the pieces and find someone else to hang out with.

Only this time you're more cautious...

This time you won't say best friends forever.

This time you say best friends for NOW.

And if that lying, conniving, b*tch tries to talk to you again....

You walk away.

Your silence will hurt them more than if you slapped them.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Today is an awesome day! It's sunny outside, and I'm in a pretty good mood! =p Next week I don't have to go to school until 10:30am everyday, so I get to sleep in! Yey! I'm probably getting a permanant job at 72nd street Safeway so that'll be cool...

Anyway, I gotta go do a bunch of homework now but I'll probably update again soon!

Who knows, maybe I'll start posting my poetry... or maybe even my short stories!?!?!

Lots of Love, Laughter & Joy,
                                                 Me. :D
 
 
 
 
 
 
Lol, so I planned on sleeping in till noon today but that's obviously not happening. I am soo amazingly happy at the moment! I have a job interview today and I'm positive I'll be working by next saturday! I also cut my hair and it looks amazing!

And just a sidenote: SPENCER SMITH IS SOOOO FRICKEN ADORABLE!!! I love him!

Anyway, that's what's up sooo good day to all!
 
 
 
 
 
 

I spent my valentines day in a car.


With my sisters and two of my cousins.


We left Tacoma at sometime around 9am.


We then went to Edgewood to change cars and pick up McKayla.


After cashing Tandi's and Daysi's checks we began our journey.


Starting time: 11:04 (I think... I might have to ask McKayla.)

We drove for approximately 2hrs. before stopping for lunch.


After eating we all piled back into the car and drove for another hour.


Finally we arrived in Portland Oregon.


(YEY!)

So we went to this awesome place called VooDoo Doughnuts.


It was a cute, bright pink building.


On the outside anyway.


We happened to notice that there were people inside this doughnut shop.


They were behaving strangely.


We weren't sure if they were actually serving people but we went inside.


The people inside who were acting strangely?

Yeah... they were acting out some sort of weird script.


I dunno... It was scary.


So after a few minutes of being traumatized, we left.


We then proceeded to search for the other VooDoo doughnut place.


We found it.


We also found a long line of people.


Yeah.


45 minute wait in line.


We finally got our deliciousness.


(YEY!)

But as we were walking back to the car Daysi had an odd moment.


(It was actually pretty amazing.
)

{The following is a true story}:

Daysi: Yey, we got VooDoo doughnuts! *Starts crossing street*

Guy In Red Car: Ohh! Doughnuts!

Daysi: *walks over to G.I.R.C.
and hands him doughnut* Sharing!

G.I.R.C.
: Free doughnut!? All I have to give you is my love! *Laughs*

Daysi: *laughs and continues to cross the street.
* Yey!!

...End...

LOL!

So, anyway, we got back to the car and piled inside and headed home.

End Time:7:00pm

Ahh... today was fun.


Oh, and mind you, we listened to AWESOME music the whole time.


The Kooks.


The Empires.


Cobra Starship.


The Academy Is...

Forever The Sickest Kids.


Jason Mraz.


And a mix CD.


It was truly amazing.


=]

Happy Valentines Day!

((BTW: Pics will be up soon!))
 
 
 
 
 
 
Today was AWESOME! Hanging out with Tina and Melissa is now one of my favorite things to do... (jk! It has been one of my favorite things to do for a long time! =p) Can't wait till we get to hang out again! This weekend should be busy... XD Anyway, my crazy uncle is really depressed because Arizona lost and blah drama blah. lol. I'm gonna go watch 13 going on 30 now! 

Can't wait till April!!

Loves!
 
 
 
 
 
 
How exciting is that?! I can't wait to go with Tandi and Daysi!! It is going to be truly amazing! Hopefully I can get some merch... I gotta save some money...

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